Re: Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
I used to have pretty bad OCD, but I was able to overcome it on my own over the course of several years. I still have a few OCDish traits that I don't think I'll ever be able to shake off, but I'm much better now than I used to. I used to be EXTREMELY psychiotic about cleanliness and germs. I would wash my hands immediately after handling 'public' things, each time washing my hands 3 times with anti-bacteriuial soap during each 'session' to make sure I was completely clean. I also put sandwich bags around things that I had to sure with people at home, like videogame controllers and such.. I was washing my hands so much during the day, that they literally started cracking and bleeding, which would make me get skin allergies and infections, which lead to even more handwashing. Eventually, I got tired of the cylical nature of it all, and started taking baby steps towards becoming less obsessive handwashing..I'd watch people during the day, and see that they were just fine handling public objects, and that nothing would happen to them, so bit by bit, I got myself acclimated to it all. I still can't bring myself to handle some things, such as doorknobs and such, but I think that is for the best, especially in bathrooms, since a lot of people here don't wash their hands after bathrooms and such. I also vigorously wash my hands after using the PC's at school, but that's pretty much justified because they're pretty nasty there. On strange trait I still carry though is that I have "outside" and "inside" things. Basically waht that means, is that I will have pencils and such that I will ONLY use outside, and others that I'll only use inside so as to reduce germ exposure..Sounds crazy, but like I said, a lot of people outside don't really have very clean habits..
I also can't bring myself to throw away anything. And I mean anything. I even save the tags on clothes, for "just in case" situations. What that situation is, I don't know. o.o
gosh, after reading all that, I think I still have OCD. o.O
Last edited by marina84 : 19 Mar 2006 at 05:29.
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